She slowly
sat up in bed and moved her legs off of the quiet hotel bed with her hands. She
choppily slipped into her morning shoes, a pair of two inch red heels, and
stood up jagged and painfully before sitting back down on the bed. She raised
her hands and a pocket of water formed at the corner of her right eye, she
slipped off the shoes and let the tear continue to form until she squeezed it
out and past her David Bowie t-shirt and onto her black leggings littered with
holes.
The hotel
room was neat, almost exactly to order. The ice was melted in the silver bowl
that it came in, the giant box of welcoming gifts and the hand written note
from the owner of the hotel was untouched on the thick round mahogany table.
Even the penthouse view wasn’t unused, and the only stamp of existence on the
giant room was one suitcase next to the bed, unzipped only for a phone charger,
and a makeup stained pillowcase.
She spent
most of her time on her tour bus, and didn’t remember the last time she stayed
in a hotel room, but she was in too much pain to hide it anymore and for goodness
sake wanted to be alone. She had everyone worried.
She laid
back and cried and allowed herself to be exhausted and felt the tears go into
her ears and she cried more. She imagined the tweet in her head, ‘I’m so sorry little
monsters.’ No, ‘dear little monsters, mother isn’t okay.’ No. How was she going
to tell them? She didn’t know, but she couldn’t walk.
“Gaga?”
someone was at the door, speaking soft like he had just lost in rock-paper-scissors
and was chosen by fate for the task. “Um, Gaga? It’s Terry.”
She thought
of her beloved photographer and she thought of the little girl with the pink
bow and she twisted in pain and pulled the neat blanket over her head and didn’t
answer.
http://www.usatoday.com/story/life/people/2013/02/13/lady-gaga-cant-walk-postpones-shows/1915879/
I like this idea of Lady GaGa imagining her tweets. The only thing I'd say is that the image of the sad Lady Gaga, having hidden her injuries, now depressed about disappointing her fans seems like one manufactured by her PR machine -- and so the story here doesn't exactly seem to tell me more than the USA Today article does.
ReplyDeleteI do like the idea of writing about a paralyzed pop star, though. Could be interesting if fictionalized.